JUST DID IT.

Grind. Friendship. Women. Woman. Drinks. Struggle. One day I'll truly hold down my city. When that day comes, I'll move, far away. For now, Here's what's IN my mind.

My opinion in limited retrospect.

I’m 5/8th through my 7th Heineken. I’m surprised at my eagerness to take control of my life once again after such a small amount of alcohol, but it is what it is. For the past 3 years, I have sacrificed countless hours of happiness for the sake of gaining valuable knowledge and a prominent future. Much like an earthquake—or perhaps any natural disaster-to some extent—my true desire and psychological capacity to persist has met with a limitation resulting in a breaking point that has no longer allowed the entirely humanistic features within my imagination to succomb to another dreaded era of strict social priority. I just cracked open my 8th Heineken. The 7th was enjoyed within the process of typing the text above. Does that say anything to you about my drinking/writing habits? If so, don’t feel shy to share your opinions. Share your thoughts about everything you think in regards to the issues I bring to life because if there’s anything I feel about fellow human beings on this planet, its curiosity. We have such a frequent tendency to not share what we truly feel when the ultimate source of the feeling of liberation is reached through spilling your heart out to another human being. I’m sure you’re familiar with the saying “The Truth Shall Set You Free.” It may be a laughable cliche for me to bring that saying into consideration since it has lost its effectiveness through misuse and over-use, but at the moment, I find it necessary to re-discover its true meaning. Where am I going with this? Asking that stupid question to an audience I am personally unaware of led to a moment of confusion. This moment led me to drink 3/8th’s of the 8th Heineken. I can see a future in this. Drinking and writing after I drink? Carnal heaven, realistic Paradise. I remember 2 years ago, I once asked my Psychology professor from Citrus College: “Why do people insist on revealing themselves to others?” He replied with: “There’s just something about letting it all out that human beings love, it relieves us, substantially, of the strain being caused by the subject of misfortune.” So here I am. I would like to say that “Everything is Everything” and that Brotherhood is equivalent to Sisterhood. Brothers and Sisters are of the exact struggle creatures fight against on this time-constrained plane of land we were placed on. There is no reason behind the condescending nature of the modern-day interaction. Despite the intellectual differences and social backgrounds of which we all are forced to cope with, we have an undoubtable amount of factors in common that destroy everyone’s natural urge to oppose. I am proud of those who successfully fight off their strong desire to oppose other humans for insufficient reasons. That only means that you have battled off your imagination with weapons called reason and good sense. Reason and good conduct are signs of human development which surpass uncivilized irrationality and the tendency to be unreasonable. Although our entire surroundings and government display primitive qualities associated with ignorant quarrel and war, some of us have found it within ourselves—perhaps through the influence of others alike—to look past the ignorance of the prime actors in the most control of our environment and do what is righteous instead. I am going to stop here, but if you read this far, I salute you for believing in me to the extent that you would waste your valuable time and consider my thoughts. This is only the beginning. Cheers, to you. Here goes the rest of the eight:  *drink.

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